Day 379: Ugh

Just got the word. LA isn't happening this time.

What can I say? It doesn't get any easier to not get the job. This one sucks a little more because I got close, again, but this time I had to pay my expenses to do the interview, and that's a $900 investment that just went up in smoke.

I didn't even have that good a time out there, because I was so focused on the goal I didn't really do anything "exciting" other than go watch the ocean for a while.

Man.

I have a 12-hour round trip the next two days. I guess if I am going to have to have a pity party, it's just as well that I do it alone. I'll get it out of my system and in 36 hours it will be history. Done with it.

Yeah, it's frustrating, but that does me no good to dwell with it. I applied for a good job this morning that would also be a great fit, but I know for a fact I have to wait on the process on this one and an answer won't come before July 4. So... yeah.

I'm really, really, really tired of this shit.

Have a great weekend!!! Smiley Face!!!!