Got a comment for moderation from a random, and it sounded like maybe someone who shares my POV and situation. But I was left puzzled at the end by a comment that I interpreted as a snark. So I didn't publish while I think it over.
I'm at a very tenuous spot in this situation as a year without work approaches.
I'm obviously sad, worried, frequently grouchy. Right now I don't feel that hopeful. I keep thinking that my opportunity is right around the corner, but what if it isn't? What happens then?
This is really scary for me. I suspect it would be for you as well. Sometimes I feel like I am standing on a ledge. And sometimes it feels like I hear people saying "jump."